I know I do- after all, I've been gone for months. saddly, I'll be gone until september, most likely.
the long-short of it is, back in may, my computer started ot crap out. in june, it did. I got it fixed, but ended up with a seriouse infection in my hand, from the fish tanks at work, of all things. That put me out of it until this month- last week, the bandage came off, and my finger print returned. But yesterday I got laid off- so all that shit I had plannned to do for you guys has to wait, because I need a job, and took the first one that came up. Namely, a live-in sumemr camp job. It doesn't pay the best, but I can't afford to be picky right now.
My home life is a mess, without all the other crap going on. Mom and Cheryl are getting divorced, Dad got his ass fired, and is bumming off his job, and my sibling doesn't want to get a job- or pay rent, or do chores, or listen to mom- So I am stressed, to say the least. Oh the upside(and this the only good thing happening right now) is that through my once-job, I've ended up with an eighteeen day old hamster. I call her Atty for short, and I can't spell her first name.
I got her- and her littermates(who have all, saddly, died) and her mother, Alarm, on the first (Go canada day!) and she's a cute, fat little creature and you can bet I'll spam you all with pictures of who cute she's being. Look for it later. Like, if my freind (who's most likely taking care of her while I'm gone) remembers/finds her camera, and takes pictures.

So!
That's the sum up of my last three mounths. I'm very sorry I don't have anything good for you guys, but that's the way life is some times. Thanks everyone who's left nice comments- they've been a wonderful help, and bousted my spirit when it was low. You guys are awesome.
So thanks.

see you in semptember.
~Sanzo

That's right.
My computer went belly up over the weekend, and to add insult to injury, I found out it's been subject to a factory recall the entire time I've owned it. Lucky me, huh?
i managed to recove almost eerything that was on it, before Isent it back to have the mother board relaced, but I'm losing my Word, Coral, and other things I've installed. Right now, I'm using my mother's anchient laptop, which- since it hasn't been turned on in so long- has to be completely reset.
This has come at the shittiest time humanly possible. I Graduate in five weeks, and I get my computer back in four. So yes.
Life is amazingly crappy at the moment.
Don't be expecting updates any time son, since I can't to nothin' on mom's laptop except internet.

Have you seen it? You really should!
Okay, okay. explination time, my lovelies. I saw a live performance at the Queen Elizabeth theatre on monday night, and it was breath taking. Even though, fomr the upper gallery you can only see the costumes, i still enjoyed myself so much!
On that note, theatres mroe then twenty years odl are not designed for people who are 5'10, with long legs. BRUISES ON MY SHINS.

So yes.
Go see it.
Updates still on haitus, due ot personal stuff. But Sarahpants, I promise you I'll get yours done.
If only because I know you'd run around a city in a bat costume with me.

......
JUST A LITTLE BIT HYPER.
just a little.

Okay, okay...
So There's been a crap load of stuff happening of late, and no updates have happened.
Sorry.
Long-short of it is, my Grandfather on my Dad's side is dying of lung cancer. Ironically, he doesn't smoke.
The whole wear of emotional attachment is playing havock on my life. EVERYONE is tense, and angsty, and ready to fight aroudn here. NOTHING is getting done, from me. I'm trying, but it's hard to write anything remotely happy when a relative is slowly dying. So I'm once more begging understanding, and patience from everyone. As soon as I'm able, Ièll kick out an update. When I get time, I'll write some little sad/romantic one shot, perhaps with original characters, ot tide you over.
People to whom I owe gifts/ commmisiony things, ....... Sorry. As most of it seems to be PWP, or heavy in the lemon, its harder then most to write. So it might be a little while longer in the making.

So. That's what's going on in my life. Sorry to disapoint.
~Sanzo.

P.S. I really don't need you to apologize. It isn't your fault he's dying. So chill. If your sympathetic, that's wonderful, but please don't apologize. It makes it feel rather like he'd dead.


P.P.S. I'm aiming to get a job over spring break, one to carry me all the way through till next year. Wish me luck! ( and I'll have a week to pick my brains for stories. Even better!)

-sighs- Ahhhh. What a topic. Today, I discovered the downsides of sugar. More to the point, the downsides to sugar when they involve my best freind.
You see, muggy never consumes much sugar. And I have never, in all my years of knowing her, seen her sugar high.
It was freakin' scary.
and now I have to draw a picture of a plant. Which has been grated into my brain by her.
A.
Freakin'.
Plant.

........
See? those thoughts you're having ran some where along the lines of mine. Okay, maybe not, but still!
And she named it! And gave specifications!! THE HORROR!!!!!
......
-cries into hands- I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!

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To Do List:
- To See The Moon Smile Part 2
- Promise me chapter 3
- Deny the Undeniable chapter 10
- A Winter Rose
- A Vincent/Sepheroth AU fic revolving around the great Animama's series of three images. Will be weird. Will be Western style.
- Ultimate Seme Progect: Bleach

Those are your up and coming updates, for this year, people. Along with what ever other crap I can scrape up the will to write.May not follow the order posted, but I'll try.

~ Sanzie.